little miss perfect

since a few months back mel has been commenting/complementing me tt... well she thinks tt i've created a little miss perfect. she thinks tt i seem to have it all(although i do not). maybe it's just what i want people to see.

i find it v v irritating if someone goes around with a sad face, just so everyone else around knows tt tt someone is bothered by something. tt's why i always want to seem happy.

i guess i just try to not let my umm... unhappiness be seen.
but then, you little miss not-so-perfects out there might be thinking, why do i want to be something i'm not??

of course i don't think tt i'm trying to be something i'm not. i guess i just want to always feel happy although i'm not really happy. because if i'm not happy all the time, i'd only end up being depressed. and tt is why i take things easily... or do i??

and to complete my little miss perfect look, my hair is always tied up v v neatly in school..

the scrabble club photo... i'm sitting, the second from right.

the class photo... i'm sitting, the second from right(again). from the so many 44 girls placed in 4u, now there's only 36...