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i got back my add math paper today and.... it's the first time i failed a subject this year.
i know i did v badly, but i didn't expect to fail. and it's really really hard to accept the fact tt i did fail the paper. i'm really disapointed at myself. oh, and there's physics paper soon(i left out a page cos i really didn't know how to do it). i hope i'll pass it. two fails for a test will be too hard for me to accept.